The Sad Truth

I have been disappointed so many times in my life that I've actually become immune to people's constant bullshit and annoying acts. It is amazing how some people can realize the change, yet ignore their acts that prompted that change. I am a firm believer in karma, and know that everything happens for a reason. Even though I refuse to be disrespectful and mean in response to their careless acts, I have enough self respect and honor to know my limits and when enough is truly enough. I guess what I'm trying to say is to respond to hate with love, however, when the hate become too much just move on and never look back. There is no need to respond with anger and hurt, believe me your distance and ignorance will get them thinking and just maybe, and I do mean maybe they will learn and think twice before they act again.

xoxo 

S. 

Happiness...

Sometimes I wonder what I could do to be richer, to be successful, to be thinner, stronger, faster, but more importantly I always want to be happier. I long for days that I can rest my head and know that everything is alright. That everyone I love is close to me, happy and healthy. I often think of ways to make myself better in aspects of my life, sadly I almost never come through with my hopes and dreams. For some reason, there is always something setting me back, and today I have finally found what the is: ME! There is nothing and no one in this world that could cause the delay of the realization of my dreams, I am the CEO of my own life and it is far time that I take things into my own hands and fix all negative parts of my life. It sounds impossible at first, but it is a challenge I am willing to take no matter what! From this moment on I will keep a public journal of my deepest hopes and dreams, and record all of my actions and work towards the achievement of my goals. This time I will push myself harder, and truly fight for my happiness. This is not to say that I am extremely depressed and unhappy, rather that I am not satisfied with certain aspects of my life, and will do whatever it takes to have a GREAT life. A life that I share with the love of my life, our families, and hopefully and family of our own someday soon. I pledge to make every day better than yesterday! 

xoxo

S.